Taylor Swift never goes anywhere without her security guards these days, but it’s not because she’s got an inflated opinion of how important she is. Unfortunately, it’s become a necessity, because some people act a little crazy around her.
“I fought the idea of having security for a very long time, because I really value normalcy. I really do. I like to be able to take a drive by myself. Haven’t done that in six years,” Taylor tells Esquire magazine. But she has to take precautions, she tells the magazine, “because [of] just the sheer number of men we have in a file who have showed up at my house, showed up at my mom’s house, threatened to either kill me, kidnap me, or marry me.”
“This is the strange and sad part of my life that I try not to think about,” she continues. “I try to be lighthearted about it, because I don’t ever want to be scared. I don’t want to be walking down the street scared. And when I have security, I don’t have to be scared.”
Despite her security, Taylor says she still tries to go out and interact with people in a normal manner, but if she feels like she just can’t deal with the attention, she’ll stay home.
“I just have to wake up in the morning and say, ‘How am I feeling today?’” she tells the magazine. “If someone asks for a picture, am I gonna feel imposed upon today because I’m dealing with my own stuff? Am I gonna take my own stuff out on some innocent 14-year-old today and be in a bad mood? Okay, maybe not … Maybe I won’t leave the house.”
“I try really hard not to take bad days out on other people,” Taylor adds. “Because I will get asked for an autograph, and I will get asked for a picture, and there will be someone with their cell phone filming me at a restaurant. If I’m not in the mood for that, I just kind of stay in. And that’s fine. Those days don’t happen very often. I try really hard to keep it light.”
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